Why Is It So Hard?

Awoken by this solid surprise,
I didn’t instigate this when I closed my eyes..
Terrible tough textured brute,
Only 1 of 2 things he would suit,
There will be no end, so I don’t understand the start!
Why is it so hard?

Protruding, pervasive… persuasive?
Trying to go above and beyond with no space ship,
Intangible, not malleable – stiff to the spot,
Push too hard – strain pain and becomes too hot,
Needs to be put away, needs to be put down,
Drum like – in the way it can create sound,
Crude!

Tempted to touch,
Exempted from rush,
There is a solution,
Release of convolution,
Artificial satisfaction,
Authentic submergence needed, even if only a fraction,
“Just the tip”,
Better to drink your sin than to sip,
Why is it so hard?
Find resolution rather than reason,
We are animals – IT happens without meaning.